A month ago life was so different. Where isolation measures where enforced. Not through choice but took the action steps as instructed to protect the wellbeing due to viral symptoms suffering from. Not only for myself but for the protection of others. Still to this day the uncertainty as no results have ever been returned. Living with the fear of the unknown each day brought trying to fight off symptoms and manage a household with the many other challenges to contend with. A choice was to place all the energy stored to place into the safe hands of trust&faith to enhance this relationship of this divinely led spirit path to be here still today. Providing the strength,resiliency, wisdom and guidance that provided the nourishment required for the mind body heart and soul to stay well Supporting to lessen the worry and anxieties from escalating Finding that inner peace, harmony and balance within. Which still Enabled me to guide the younger generation also. It did have an impact where I felt a bit of a dip in the emotional wellbeing giving the trauma healing journey on which affected the voice box once more but i see it as a blessing also as it was time to rise out of all the childhood insecurities still lingering to become the leader of the house. I have felt the vulnerabilities returning to everyday life,stepping foot outdoors, Along with the heightened self awareness of the many temptations that lure in this society that will have deplementral effects to the overall health if ever put back into the system,coming this far unravelling the many layers once used to suppress, to manage the wellbeing in previous cycles Not only for myself but for my children with the social isolation measures that we have been subjected too. June 2020
Five days Isolation poetry Studying One plant with one pencil,full of hidden words Gemma
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It's hard sometimes to recognise the personal achievements over the years
The important ones that have kept you standing here today, with the many societal beliefs and temptations still in operation. There are probably a few more I could add to my personal scribbles this morning as a reminder to remember who the hell I am& Just to keep me moving along the path I'm on and not to get led astray by others attempts and persuasions.♥️ #gratitudeattitude Cracking open its cage Its heart so pure dazzling its delights. What laid hidden in darkness Alone in its cave Once Afraid of unleashing sound In fear of the back lash The remarks that would be made Choosing to walk The path less travelled Away from temptations Escape the Hovering crowds Lifetimes of battles to contend with. Unhealthy relationships Caused harm to the system Tangled the brain. States of confusion. Churned the insides. Peace and harmony found allowing the sand to trickle through the Toes Glittering its magic Allowing the waves to rinse Heal the wounds unseen of heartbreak and pain stored. Breathe in the love The invisibility of air To balance the many emotions Soothe the over-welm of sensitivities Dampen the raging flames that longing to explode With the many frustrations over-laoding Unable to explain Words to put in to conversations. Just for today glance at the ground Just for a moment Give praise to the Feet for getting this far Providing the strength to stand Up On this path of Faith and Victory. Full-filing dreams and passions Raising aspirations along the way Inspiring others to find a voice Through the many forms of creativity. Answering others silent prayers Provided encouragement and hope Days&nights hard to cope. Let go of the anger stored Release the burdens of old Cherishing the notes that Float Like a musical production In an instant to receive Place in the safe hands to rewrite. Taking the time To observe Rhymes that soothe Lullabies that calm Laid deep within the ocean. Feeling the chest rise Opening the cage Where the once enclosed Ripped and Battered Torn apart Releasing all heartaches and sorrows Its stone shell melting with the flames At the old wall of protection that once encased The Raging Roar Unleashing burning its magic Releasing with full force Words straight from source An undeniable speed The power of love Held hidden wisdoms of a pearl, Glowing its warmth Its jewel Swaddled &wrapped in its blanket of emerald green Carved &shaped like a heart. Gemma Making the most of the world around me. That comes at no cost This Kingdom on the doorstep For the creativity to come alive Feel freedom in. What do i want to say What shall i write With the so many decisions flowing around Words that require to be spoken Be heard in Some form Some how Get the conversations rolling. Should i go outside Show this Face to the world Have a cup of tea and a slice of cake The wonder of which path to take Take a trek so the feet can feel sand or just sit still look outside the window. Feel the warmth radiating in through Burning the insides Rays so dazzling like flames Setting childhood passions alight So A Flare can be seen. Lighting the many Beacons Seen across the ocean so vast Placed on top mountains That reach great heights Areas of natural outstanding beauty that spread far and wide This land of hope and glory Guiding the path Its signal to land Upon safe ground Where roots can settle Feel at one in peace Live forever in its aura of tranquilty Breathe in unconditional love. Care and Devotion. Let fear and doubt go. With the out breath Welcome to my world. Gemma It may not be everyone's cup of tea Sitting Still For long periods of time. Listening to the birds sing Able to describe through their tones Cherishing the notes to uncode of their perfect song Perched with ease With roots securely fastened beneath the ground Stood like a wise old oak tree Basking in its aura of serenity Mastering the chaos that surrounds Eyes hearing their messages Words of wisdom We all in this together To support the community locally and around the globe. In this desperate times of uncertainty All the nutrients required found in these colours for the body and mind to remain calm and subtle. Aiding the unnecessary trips to town that is known to cause overwelm to the system Absorbing the panic and extreme anxiety in the air that surrounds Embracing the locally sourced huts With its community tribal spirit Freshly established putting coins towards Real treasures beneficial for the health to stumble across To share its hope and faith Provides stability and growth to flourish Whilst remained comforted and seated sat upon its handcrafted bench of a throne rightly placed Its palace of magnificence Exploring this magical kingdom of its own backyard. As i look and reflect back on the day.
The unsettling and uncertain times that everyone around this globe is facing The all that stands young and old are here to face and conquer. Rebuild structures Leaving posts and positions walking into the unknown Step away from roles Duties once carried out to fulfil with all Timetables gone out the window. The disruptions to travel of all forms roads, sea and skies. This is a time now to forget about the what,ifs and whens. Concentrate on all experiences as they all count Share words of encouragement,words of hope. Returning to the basics to start a life again. A new one unheard of to start a process. A journey together as we all adjust to live as one. Pushing Past grievances, hurt,sorrow and pain, Competitiveness and lust to one side as we are all in this together. We are vulnerable in some kind of some form not just the small and frail. This is a time where each and everyone one of us holds gifts and strengths within Even if its just a simple hello when passing someone in the street A wave with the hand if someone is looking out of their window. Just as an acknowledge know you are there. Ensuring of movement despite not able to speak,through limited contact or hold conversations for long. We all hold gifts to share of natural abilities to pass on to show how much we all do care Its the Littlest things that mean the most. Brightens up ones day Gives them hope to guide to see though. Each step of the way. Its took a while to find what lay beneath the shell.
Wings now out on show, Broken free of its cocoon swaddled tight Wrapped securely for protection waiting for the right moment to open and embrace the world. As they spread revealing its true colours it beholds brightly lit up like a technicolour dreamcoat beaming its rays of magic. As a new story reveals unfolds of the authentic character hidden deep. Of passions and desires to unleash. Sometimes the very special people in your life have given you the best gifts to truly appreciate the love and passion as to what is right on the doorstep |
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